Tonight’s graduation and my cousin who is interning 5 hours away drove up for it!!! ahh I’m so happy! I was bummed when I thought he wouldn’t be able to make it but now I’m like Omgsh!! Haha he was like a brother to me and I’m glad he’s here for it
1) I stuck by your side through all the bs, all the bad times, every thing you did to me, every time you used me, the times you would cuss me out and verbally abuse me, all that, and yet when your life finally gets good you drop me like I’m nothing and you let some new girl enjoy all the good things with you? okay cool.
2) I used to say things all the time about God and try to get you to go to church with me and stuff like that and you wouldn’t. Half the time you were running from your convictions but yet she comes along and that’s all changed now? cool.
3) I don’t even know why I’m angry/worked up about this because with the way you treated me, the last thing I should be is angry that she’s with you. I should be happy because I no longer have to deal with your abuse and craziness.
ugh, why does this bother me? My heart feels like it’s clenched and balled up. I almost feel bitter but yet I’m not sure that I am.

Amen. Wow. This hits home.
Matthew 21:22
In addition to talking about it, pray to God about it, talk to Him for He is the greatest listener. Prayer is what every Christian must do.





